| Everything is still going good, I'm sad I'm not going to be able to spend Christmas with my family but it is for the better. This will be my last entry till I get out of Westbrook. Which will probally be middle of January. Everyone take care and God bless |
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| pain is weakness leaving your body is what someone special once told me. It is true. I'm going through rehab right now and it is helping me beyond belief. I have been sober for over 30 days and I will continue with my sobriety for myself but most of all for my son. God has helped me and has answered all my prayers and I'm so grateful for him being in my life. I know now that me and my ex was never meant to be and it is a good thing she doesn't live here anymore I wish nothing but happiness for her. My family has helped me out remarkbly, they helped me through my hard times and I know they always will. I feel so much better physically and emotionally now since I haven't had anything but blood going through my system. I'm going to start writing more now since alcohol isn't in control of my life. God bless..xoxoxo |
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| i have under a year to live but i will probaly end up killing myself before then. alcohol is finally killing me. |
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| July was a bad month for me , on my friends birthday my ex-gf came over and apparently we got in a fight ...i dont even remember her being there. Now she's gone. Then the next day a very close friend of mine passed away, I went to his funeral last friday. Things have been tough since then, I cant get his face off my mind him laying in the coffin and his kid crying is my daddy dead...This will probally be my last entry I have to get myself together |
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